Guilt.

I'm laden with it. From my hee hee hee hee hee hee tutoring job.

I think I'm bad at it at times. While I do help out a little, that's for sure. Sometimes I'm not.

And those times that I'm not, I feel like I'm cheating her money. I feel like I'm stealing her money. I feel like I'm lying to her to get the money.

I'm so guilt-stricken.

But it'll pass. So long as I start to study more before the classes. I guess 1 hour of preparation is not enough. I should double it. Yeah. Doubling or tripling it sounds good.

Gosh, look what measures I go to for this job. Even more tiring than my current one.