22.

In these 22 years of life, I've gotten to know myself, and live for myself, and do things that satisfy myself.

I've been a selfish girl, thinking more for myself than for others. Then it dawned on me that I have to be selfish, for if I don't love myself, no one will love me.

Nope, not an emo post. Not even near.

In these 22 years, I've come to realise the importance of relationships, be it family, friends, colleagues, or even strangers. Communication helps the world go round. It helps to pass the time, helps get things going, helps you pass the day without you screaming your head off at yourself. And thus relationships are amongst one of my most treasured possessions.

This year, my wishes are not far from last year. Maybe a few minor changes. Except this year, I really do want them to come true. They're not just wishes, I want them.

I want to get my PR. I want a job. I want a _______. I want my daddy to get better. I want my mommy's boss to treat her better. I want my big brother to have a kid (or more). I want my second brother to get a girlfriend (so that she can pamper me =P). I want my gramps to not feel like he doesn't have much time left, and enjoy his life instead. I want my grams to be able to travel the world like she longs to. I want my ah yi yi to find a man who will love and care for her. I want all my friends to not stress over life and the complications that come with it.

And no I am not a saint who wants the best for others and nothing for herself. I just want presents that are less materialistic and more long-lasting.

I'm sure at the strike of 12 tonight, I will be swarmed with people who love me and are willing to stay up and be here in the midst of all their assignments and exams. And in advance, I thank all of you. =)

Boy and Chiox, I thank the two of you too okay, you're not forgotten. =)

Aits, you too. Unless you suddenly suplise and appear in front of me. =P

Okay, happy birthday to me(in...bout 5 hours)!